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ha.. yeah been very long since i have last updated... since im feeling super bored now, and i've got nth better to do, soooooooo came here to rant out everything..... hate it when my dad is using the comp and hes watching movies online. making me lag most of the time, i cant even play any games. fkkkkkkk -.-. sigh.. been 1wk plus, still thinking of it. just cant seem to forget everything. whenever i see couple tgt, it just remind me of everything. the past, those memories, those moment. sigh.. i just feel so... i've got to think at a brighter side, i know i dont really have any mood for sch, losing all the interest, just feel like going off everytime.. but im trying to control it, if not my grades, ggfied.. for the past 3 weeks, have been chiong-ing. dont know why either.. prolly just feel like making myself drunk, so i wld feel better ? ha.. idk.. but so far, didnt manage to get drunk. only hit ard 50-70 % of sehness which means, drunkenness. hmm only ytd.. i puke a lil. but im fine after all. love all the songs that are played at st james. "Oh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh-oooh-oh-oh-oh! , caught in a bad romance" "1,2,3, Not only you and me" "You spin my head right round, right round, when you go down, when you go down" "So baby dont worry, you're my only, you wont be lonely, even if the sky is falling down" its so shag after every night, and i go deaf after that. ha... looking forward on trying different clubs. and i feel like biking around, since its the monsoon season now, its super windy. i want to feel the wind against me, i wana chill. feel so stuffed up. i need to relax myselfffffffffffffff. and yeah, i've found a job, guess im gono work at tampines during Mango sales. probably during December ! i need money seriously, feel so broke.. till here.. whats yours will be yours. if its yours, it would come back, no matter what. Labels: blank. shawn at 12:25 AM fuck those who think im trying to seek attention or attract attention. OR whatsoever. i dont fucking need anyone to pity me or give me any sympathy. i dont give a fuck. this is my blog, i write what im feeling. this is the place where i express everything out. isnt blog something for one to blog whatever u feel etc ? not happy ? dont even visit my blog at all. FFS, just GTFO. feeling guilty now ah ? means its you. anyway... its just a random post. no offence to anyone. unless you're guilty of it. cheers (: and oh ya.. for those who is happy we broke up. gratz (: Labels: blank. shawn at 8:29 AM hais.. 10-8-09.. came to a stop on 17-11-09.. idk what else to type for this post.. ltr type halfway, teared how ?! ha.. kidding.. i'll stay strong. rather bleed than tear, in a chinese saying. heard of it ? is commitment really everything ?] i guess so... things just cant stay the same as always it used to be.. all the memoriessssssssssssssssssssss. the timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. happy momentttttttttttttttt. spent togetherrrrrrrrrrrr. thanks for everythingggggggggggg. will always be rmbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb. cheer up ! cheer up ! dont think so much. look on the dull side. lol.. bright side i mean. :| Labels: blank. shawn at 12:03 PM happy 3rd mth baby ! h3h3. millions of <3s ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ lololol. Labels: blank. shawn at 12:34 AM hi earthlingssss ! my blog is so dead. i know ~ im just too lazy to update.. anw... theres isnt much ppl who read my blog, so its ok. since today class is so freaking boring, ITS DIGITAL ELECTRONICS man.... so decided to kill some time by bloggingggg. test coming up soon. just finish one ytd, sure fail.. cui to the max ~ left 3 more to go.. sigh.. whats life really ? its so so so complicated.. One always.... Regret abt the past, Worry for the future, Forget abt the present. wouldnt you prefer to, Learn from the past, Plan for the future, Enjoy the Present. doesnt it seems much better ?! 3rd meeting gono start soon. hope to end early ! this faci super naggy too... ♥ S 2m26d Labels: blank. shawn at 2:05 PM
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