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yawnnnnnnnnnnn . hi readers . hi bloggers siao :x hi earthlings . oh whatever ... sch was super duper sian today . had sci UT . some dun understand at all, but i tried to do it :x bo bian .. pon 4-5 sci lessons . only can blame myself ! D: aft the ut . slack awhile in sch . waited for break time . then went off ~ went to chamber till 3+pm . aft that went to meet sam,teng,kiat,wayne and we went to bugis AGAIN .. really siao liao .. been there for like consecutive 4days . LOL -.-... went to arcade blablabla .. we went off ard 8+pm, took bus back home ~ reach home ard 10+pm . ate dinner, did my sch stuff, went pompom .. and tada ~ blogging now lor . and, i HAVEN TOUCH MY TUITION HMWK ! so so so dead . gono chiong now -______________-! Hate Me / Love Me ? Hate Me / thats the best answer . ha . Labels: blank . shawn at 2:57 PM ha .. here to update luh .. yea yea .. same thing, i know no one miss me . yawn . sian, tmr sch . argh, sucksssssss D: i dun like sch . last fri, went to bugis walk and arcade . sat went cityhall then buy white color de skinny :x aft that went to bugis again . THEN SUN ALSO WENT THERE . LOL -.-.. crazy ba . that place becoming the place where we gono hang out often . today was super sian . one word . SIAN . hais .. im like so no life la . so xinkuuuuuuuuuu . ijustfeellikebangingthegawddamnnwalllaaaa . at least i have music to accompany me ! ha D: Labels: blank . shawn at 2:32 PM hoho ! im like finally here to post ! anyone miss me ?! nah i know u all dun, dun need to lieeeeeeeee ~ alot of things happen again .. frens with r.s blabla .. then i had quarrel with family blabla -.- confused abt my life too . duno which decision shld i make . bla bla bla .. dun wana say . SIAN ! today never went to sch . damn sian . went chamber slack . aft that went to city hall with eugene and jiemin . walk walk .. eat .. slack .. then went off ard 8+pm, then when reaching khatib it was raining cats and dogs . bloody hell lor .. then ps my bike, went home by train, and bus-ed home . yawn ... tmr friday ler ! SHUANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG ! gono go off from sch early ~ hur hur . going out with bros tmr i guess . im tired ler . dun wana write anymore . tata ! Labels: blank . shawn at 2:58 PM hurhur .. here to blog already . and yeaaaaaaaaa . i DID went to sch today ok . rawr . so long never go sch ler :x ha .. today was cultural blabla .. quite sian la ~ brk time, sleep awhile . then after sch yi fang xue . chiong down to novena .. had maths tuition at there . far hor .. bo bian also .. retaking my olvl maths again . sigh D: jus hope i can do well . left with 3mths i guess ? before O's :/ sian sian sian ... thats all for today . got to go soon . else my mum gono be out screaming at me for sleeping damn late again -.- tata .. you aint Labels: blank . shawn at 2:54 PM hello people . readers . lady . gentleman . welcome to my blog, once again . lol -.-... yawnnnnn .. hais, guess im really a bad boy .. never go school today, AGAIN . ha .. im such a failure D: but im super sure i will be going to sch on WED AND THUR . mark my words ! went to khatib mac ard 8+am, ate brkfast there . aft that went chamber . slack there till 3+pm . went to yinle hse slack . then went home ard 7+pm . ate dinner, use lappy, bathe, bla bla bla .... ha .. yea of cause we are still frens .. why not ? (: .. whats done already done ler, and you are not at fault at all ? its just me, i'll blame myself for causing all this, wo shi zhi zhao de . and whats the use for letting you know whether if im hurt or not ? i dun wan to hurt you even more .. doesnt help much either, not as if we can get back tgt .. just hope that you can forget and move on ba . whats left are memories - sms, conversation and the time when we spent at night to talk . just wish you to be happy, thats my only wish . you aint Labels: blank . shawn at 2:19 PM boo ! ha .. finally im here to keep my stupid blog alive again huh . guess its really super rusty and its rotting like me ler . last thur went to sch . bla bla bla ... all the details no need to say . fri, went off sch early :D then went to bugis with sam,eugene,kiat,teng . saw 3 chiobu at arcade, then want ask for no. de, but in the end never . slack till night . reach home ard 10-11+pm . haha .. sat, went to teng hse slack with wayne and kiat .. waited for sam to finish his work, then he reach teng hse ard 10+pm . then went chong oang eat nasi . slack, talked, and reached back home ard 1-2+am . sunday .. went to bugis again .. with teng,kiat,sam and eugene the siaokia . slack, went to simlim, then walk ard bugis street, and went back to arcade slack . aft that went to eat at mac . yawn ... and boo ! today, monday .. guess what, never went to sch :x ha .. im sry ger, promise u that i will go but in the end i never D: sorryyyyyyyyyyyy ): morning when i was biking to khatib, it rain -.-... then make me no mood to go sch ler, was stuck at yishun park, waited till the rain was almost going to stop, then bike to yinle hse slack .. so ... spent the whole day at his hse . super sian la .. but, tmr im going to sch ! no worries :s cause tmr got UT ! sian ........ good luck to me then . hmm .. how am i getting along for my life ? guess .. im TRYING to, forget ? move on ? but well, it wont be easy, i wont deny that i still miss you, and probably its the same way u feel too ? but what can i do anyway . nth ! its just all in me, inside me . since u stated that u are trying to get over everything and u do not wish to be held back by the past, and wanting to get a new life, so be it ba . once u have finally gotten over me, i will too . whats left for me are, just memories, each time i bike pass OPSS, that path we used to walk tgt and sending you home, those images, its just indescribable . just wish u all the best ba, as long ure happy, im happy too, at least we are still frens . ha .. you aint Labels: blank . shawn at 2:49 PM ha .. here to post ler . *sneezeeeeeeeeee ! brr .. guess im falling sick soon . once awhile will sneeze, then nose like running tap water like that zzz .. *sniffsniff .. yawn .. today early morning jiu rain .. then bo bian, was drizzling abit, but i still continue to bike D: went yinle hse slack, din went sch . ha ... aft that went to chamber . went off ard 2+pm . then meet yanting at khatib mac ard 3pm, as she wanted me to help her buy ______ . hmm .. did i did the right thing ? did i ? hais, idk . guess its just beyond my control, and i caused all this . hatemyself aft that went to eat lunch . then headed yinle hse to slack again till 5+pm then went to sam hse slack .. went off ard 7 and reach home ard 7+pm, ate dinner, use comp, bathe . and tada ~ ha ... sian tmr UT . hate it . goodluck ... guess i'll wait . you are Labels: blank . shawn at 2:38 PM ha .... long time never post ler uh . as in with DEtails ~ long huh ? well .. somehow i manage to find time and mood to keep my blog alive ~ alive huh O: hmm .. sat and sunday went out ~ sat went out with sam,wayne,gene,teng,kiat . one big group ha .. went to bugis slack . went arcade, took loads of pict . then went changi airport lol ... ate mac there . slack again . then went back home ~ sun went to ziming hse . with the same ppl again, xcept for wayne . he went out with his zhabor . ha .. stayed there till .. erm 11, reached home ard 11+pm . yawn .. then today woke up . sian . no mood de, plus its youth day . still need to go sch . but in the end never go . self PROclaim holiday . ha -.-... went to chamber in the morning with yinle . super loads of people at there laaaaa . waited from 9+am till 11+am then got comp to use .. and saw zimin at chamber O: she still rmb me, i guess ? ha .. went off ard 2+pm . tabao food at khatib de pasar malam .. then went to sam hse slack . he went sch take timetable then went home ler -.- shuang sia .... slack slack slack ... then went off at 7pm and guess what, gono rain ! wth . chiong-ed back home . only tio a BIT of rain nia, well .. its ok anw .. then ate dinner, use comp . and rot away my remaining lifeeeeeeeeeeee . somehow .. someday .. i think the only way for me to really give up or move on is ? that u found a bf ? someone who will really treat you well, take proper care of you and concern for you most importantly LOVE you . hmm probably then, thats when i would really have to try to let you go alrdy . but for now, i really cant . im left hanging . its alright though . im a idiot :D ha .. i said its too late to apologize . im sorry for hurting you I'll do whatever it takes To turn this around I know that what's at stake I know that I've let you down And if you give me a chance Believe that I can change I'll keep us together whatever it takes you are Labels: blank . shawn at 2:46 PM Lost Prophets - 4am forever Yesterday I lost my closest friend Yesterday I wanted time to end I wonder if my heart will ever mend I just let you slip away 4 AM forever Maybe I'll never see you smile again Maybe you thought that it was all pretend; All these words that I could never say I just let them slip away 4 AM forever Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you) Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you) Goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, you never know Hold a little tighter 4 AM forever Maybe one day when I can move along Maybe someday when you can hear this song You won't let it slip away 4 AM forever And I'd wish the sun would never come It's 4 AM and you are gone I hope you know you're letting go It's 4 AM and I'm alone Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you) Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you) Goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, you never know Hold a little tighter Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you (to you) Why don't you listen when I try to make it through (to you) Goodbye, goodbye Goodbye, you never know Hold a little tighter 4 AM forever yawn .. shall update with details when i have the time . tata .... you are Labels: blank . shawn at 12:43 AM hello readersssssssss . yawn ... im here to post alrdy . like finally huh . well .. nth much today uh . i never went to sch again .. ha .. but tmr and fri i will be goingggg . tmr enterprise de UT . sian-ed ... lots of calculation are needed ._. hmm .. went to eat at the chongpang de mac with yinle in the morning .. aft that we went to chamber till 1+pm . was msging with dumbdumb cause she was bored D: sooo liao tian with her and tried to entertain her uh . then tabao food at 800+ de coffeeshop, then went to sam hse to slack . ha .. played dota, footman wars blabla .. then went home ard 6+pm . reach home ler jiu had dinner .. then use my lappy . finished up watching the zohan, then watched the movie " the vantage point " and " what happens in Vegas " all the show was not bad uh . zohan was super funny . vantage point lei, was lots of action, shooting blabla .. what happens in Vegas was a funny,nice and sort of like a romance movie laa :x still have loads of movie at my lappy that i haven watch yet, shall watch it when i have the time ~~ feeling are jus feeling . what can i do D: cant do shit . sigh . tried to move on, but its jus so difficult . ijustcantforgetaboutyou ): tell me that you will be mine again ? you are Labels: blank . shawn at 2:44 PM hmm .. super long nv blog already . ha .. just to keep it alive, so im here to post . last friday din went sch . went to yinle hse slack, aft that went to sam hse to slack . slack the whole day, rot, talk alot with sam abt r/s . sian luh .. then we went to bugis ard 4-5+pm . only me, sam and teng . went to arcade, blabla .. reached back khatib ard 10+pm . and decided to ton . ha .. met up with wayne,eugene,weekiat and jiemin . then we walked to chong pang to eat nasi and drink/eat soyabean . and walked back to khatib again, went to mac to ton but the upper lvl closed alrdy .. wth, only 12+am jiu closed, left the ground lvl which is open, soooo .. we went to blk800+ de playground ton . slack, talk cock, listen music, blabla .. so long never ton liao, ha .. shuang . then cant tahan alrdy, went off ard 3+am . reach home ard 4am . then straight away went to zzz . hmm .. then sat . super duper sian . nv went out at all . jus stayed at home and rot . sian .. then at night chatted with her on phone . ha .. super long nv chat liao . guess shes happy the way she is now ba . i think ? .. then me ? ha .. nvm dun wish to say . Sun .. morning was rotting at home . sweep floor .. mop floor . tiring :/ then went to bathe . and went to ziming hse, its been long since i went to his hse . sam,wayne,eugene,kiat,teng all reach his hse already . so met them at his hse and brought my lappy along . played dota, and other lame games, and tekken . 7+pm we went to eat at chong pang nasi . went back his hse ard 8+pm . then play play, slack ~ and went home ard 12am, reach home ard 12+am . ha .. li hai ba, heng parent all slp ler . if not i sure die . and tada .. today, never go sch again . duno when then got mood to go sch again . sian . Rp really sucks la . now slacking at yinle hse . hais ... what can i do ? i want you back, but what can i do ? guess its jus hopeless . sigh . sigh you are Labels: blank . shawn at 5:36 AM
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